Quad
Baby dolls – They’re such a joy They made me into the mother I am.. I cradled his head I rocked him to sleep His head didn’t move, But I helped him turn, So he could feel real I fed him a bottle, It never dried up I gave him a new diaper, And threw […]
Breaking the Cycle
There is no greater feeling than realizing a perspective of life that could help you through the bad days. I’ve had bad days – I’m sure you all have – and finding a remedy for that, not meds, is HUGE. Let me tell you about it. My husband and I recently watched a show – […]
My Baby is Fed Through a Tube
I’ve gotten quite used to the look when I say “My baby ate this or that..” and they say “Oh I thought they couldn’t eat solid foods?” and it ends with my explaining that she’s fed through a tube, and they try to keep the “That’s weird” look off their face… I think any of […]
Silent Support
A word can hurt A question can sound so hard A simple “how are you?” And your nerves begin to shake I don’t know how I am, I don’t even know where to begin I can’t focus on anything, I don’t even recognize myself Grief has overwhelmed me It’s taken over everything I once was […]
An Unexpected Medication: Grief
This title will certainly get your attention – yet I didn’t choose it because I’m creative or want an audience – it’s because the truth in it hit me like a brick. This is why. I have been on anti-anxiety/depression meds twice now. Both times when grief struck – and struck hard. Anxiety had its […]