Move

A time to start fresh A time to reset  They say it’s exciting – They say I won’t be alone  Yet here I sit – I’m terrified  I can’t express myself  I can’t even lift a pen  My identity is shifting  My eyes are softened with tears  Years I’ve been here  Yet not a day […]

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Addicted

If I tell someone  They’d think I’m gross They’d shudder, they’d shrug  They’d say “I’d never do such a thing” I don’t tell you the times, I’m so disgusted with myself too Again and again, I lust – I lust after after the opposite of good  My mind knows it’s wrong My heart begs me […]

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Positive

Someone told me – or maybe everybody tells me “Just stay positive, then you’ll feel it one day” Positive… optimism… happy… Oh please stop with the words! I choose solutions, I choose life, I choose joy. Yes, life hits me – oh it hits me hard I simply stop, I stop finding the urge to […]

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Good Pastures

My eyes are heavy, My heart seems weighted. This life, the sorrows within – I can’t escape – I must escape! These feelings within, My heartache so deep. How to escape, how to resolve? Escape is only for a moment – A resolve – it’s for a lifetime. I see a field – A field […]

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Silent Support

A word can hurt  A question can sound so hard A simple “how are you?”  And your nerves begin to shake  I don’t know how I am, I don’t even know where to begin I can’t focus on anything, I don’t even recognize myself Grief has overwhelmed me  It’s taken over everything I once was […]

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